Felix Dina
OPERA POEM
I swing the spoon and the chimes sing thrice through the chambers (Performance advisory, Fog!) and all of a sudden I’m in another place, where lush euphoric decrescendos and mauve dolphins lick my gleaming interiors the baleful rays become glistening tinctures palliatives turn to cures then the ding dongs fade the silky people fill the house hulking lanterns light the lobby —my life isn’t headed anywhere! and then I’m in the same place yearning to be somewhere else where everyone might as well be a brilliant torso heading toward the light wanting sadness to feel like sadness— It doesn’t! It doesn’t!— brooding: the most meh minds of our generation are spilling the same splooge in each other’s print I delve into the dark eye of my material and arrive at something more sinister: the gaze of ambivalence don’t we all feel passed over? ushered out the west exit before the second act pining—as if I was sheer fabric hanging on the soft breast of a sleeping patron in the theater of a modern opera singing—“I make myself scarce for the bourgeoisie but they’re never scarce for me!”
Felix Dina is a honey-baked holiday ham living and working in San Francisco.